117 more page veiws till the big 1000! ^_^; who can ever getit i will draw a boootifull-actually colored- picture for anything absolutely anyshing!^_^;

might i note: I am slowly going insane, oh and Cheezer( thats you rnew nickname you should know who you are xD) I saw the VIDEO this morning

blah to this blah to you blah im through -_-;

I wonder why i hate most of my friends?
Why probably cause they back talk me and they Ignore me and use me. it's pretty obvious, a best friends not supposed to do that right? well certainly she doesn't understand. Two of my good good firends pointed it out to me and its true. I seriously don't understand why i bother having friends? i'm better off sitting in my house smothered by the dark and not able to see/ talk to anything or anyone.
Lately i've been feeling very uhm depressed, my mom hasnt called me in two months nor has justin seen or heard from her( bobs nephew, bob is my moms boyfriend) and im slightly worried, that whole things been going on, my relationship with my family is the worst it's ever been, i ignor them completely cause i dont want to start anything. I've been sick and people keep thinking im faking and they won't but out of my buisness, yeah i told someone i don't like sharing my personal life with them and they were liek I thought we were best friends, and stuff. and she got all spazztastic, and it really pisses me off how people like to go straight into my dang buisness
GAH i'm messed up im going to shut up now, and go rest, cause i certainly need it. ;(
tata

i got a new Lj, it's wicked!!! check it out
xamayax <3

also I am going to be updating some pictures today, they might be P-crayon colored. :< Narf. ah well. maybe I can profect that!

Hoy moy! i just witnessed a spider commit suicid. he was soo little! and he went on to a lightbulb ( happened to be on for 5 hours or more) and he burned. i swear he did. cause after that he disappeared he was soo leeetle im not kidding.

well im going to go dance in the rain( is it even raining) im going to shower i suppose

ANYONE UP FOR AN ART TRADE OR COLLAB OR ANYTHIIIINg?